sisterhood

Sisters is probably the most competitive relationship within the family, but once the sisters are grown, it becomes the strongest relationship. ~Margaret Mead

The love and bonding between sisters supposed to be strong. my heart is torn.. when i have shared my happy plans and some career hesitation with my sister. during the argument she actually used it against me, calling me no plans for my future. letting me down on the happy plan. i miss bee, big time. even we've argued n torn each other apart, but the love stays strong btw bee n i. what has gone wrong?!

we've lived in both love n fear with our oldest sister.. sigh. wish things have been different. when i first gotta known some oz families, i was envious. i never knew family members can be so close to each other. i love the huggings n kissings. it is totally different from chinese families. it somehow brings people together easier, closer.

i wish the dilemma will be over soon. and this is just the normal off-spring. i want her to be happy. happy for who she is. what she has. n open her heart to bee n i. i love her deep down. respect is a must and fact. i'm so happy that she has a gd husband. i'm so glad she's staying with us after she got married.

after the argument tonite.. i seriously hope that we both could take one step further to mend the broken relationship. it is undeniable we are sisters. if God would have let me choose whether to have my sisters in the nxt life again, i would say Yes, with no doubts.

Romans 15-1:
Now, we that are stronger ought to bear the infirmities of the weak and not to please ourselves

Galatians 6-1:
Brothers, if someone is caught in a sin, you who are spiritual should restore him gently. But watch yourself, or you also may be tempted.

i'll go bk to church after i finish work. weak--> guidance....

Tonights gonna be a good good night

Thanks to Michael. Getting 2 tix to Black Eyed Peas live in KL concert at Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach. soooo loooking forward to it. its been a while since i've been to a concert, not to mention english concert. hehehehe

Restless

Its been a while since i last blogged. Hve been piled with lotsa work n sleep deprived, as usual.

Glad its over.. at least for the time being. At the mean time, my lovely sis is back fr the Festival state, adelaide. aiks... how i miss that other home.. sigh. and, not to mention my triple Ms... Meeko/Maxie/Moomoo.. sob sob

Got 1/2 day off fr work, by my beloved shifu today, after all the hard work. unfortunately, my bio-clock is sorta messed up, and so i was awake before 8.30am.. n busy running some errands.

While i was running errands, had to drop by the kindie. Saw these few poor stray doggies at the park opposite the kindie. hm.. they're kinda having fun, playing around.. but, but.. but... after a while, they started mating... and another stray came outta no where... then another one... bro in law n jing said that they've been mating.. and fighting n often 'almost' get run over by cars..
I was heart broken, i really wanna do something about it, so i emailed Sabrina at FFF. n posted a discussion topic on FFF Facebook group. I really hope that i can get some feedback or guidance. I know i've been living poor. and still poor. but i am really willing to contribute in taking them away from the streets, without being euthanised! please.. help! i know most of the organizations might be still busy with the hell island rescue mission, i really hope the mission is still on going.. as i still feel ashamed of myself, not doing enuff for the poor souls. sigh. however i do hope that i can do something for these strays at the park.

i have rescued 4 dogs in total at our KL home sweet home now.. anymore.. doggies will start to fight for attention n real dog fight might happen. of course i can't take the risk of jeopardizing any of the doggies. be it mine or not. fingers crossed i can get some help on the weekends and before the law enforement ppl come to take (cruel) action on the doggies!!

Had this stupid incident wt the 'C' bank home loan guy. Classic, is the word i can think of, describing the way the 'C' bank employee work. Do they even understand what is 'private and confidential'? Some lady fr the bank called work, to verify my job. And one of the assistants answered, and 'C' bank lady started asking the standard questions.. the drama is, she actually, literally asked the assistant, how much i'm earning?! Can 'C' bank actually be more professional, in a way that when the assistant told her that she's fr marketing, not the HR or Finance, does 'C' bank employee actually understood the non-disclose information in each company?!

incident 2 was even worse, and due to sensitive issues, i shall not brag about it. just 'C' bank should really rectify the problems with their employees. SAD!

My mother. My beloved mom is a superwoman, highly respected. aw.. dreamland is calling.
will blog tmr or some other day bout my mom.

Yang's ride had an unfortunate accident today. I'm thankful that he's ok. Sadly that he has to go thru the aftermath pain of the accident. As he is such a perfectionist. hm.. really hope that i can do something to cheer him up. sigh.

time for dreamland.

Desperate Housewives Season 5 Finale

Yeah i know i'm heaps slow. I just finished Desperate Housewives Season 5 Finale. If you haven't watched it and u're planning to watch, dont read what i'm gonna write, cos its ultimate spoiler.

I'm so grateful to the producers n the people who've made the show. It's been some sort of painkillers and healer for me throughout the last 5 years. At least it cheered me up.. always makes me feel that i'm (still) just another woman that has all the crazy insane thoughts and emotions who sometimes drive people around me crazy.. and of course.. drive myself crazy somehow.Don't you just hate it when they don't reveal who the bride is at the end of the show?! I so hope its Susan. And then i become an ultimate freak again, trying to google it and went on all the spoilers and desperate housewives forums.. lol.I love susan and mike together. They're the best together. Gaby n Carlos are funny.. hm.. i think my personality is a cross between all 5 of them. Lynette-Gabrille-Susan-Bree-Edie. Sadly, i've always thought of Katherine as an 'outsider' and not part of them. Cos i dont like her being wt mike. Gaby is my fav cos she's rebelious & extreme. I like susan cos she is so clumsy n stupid somehow.. hehe.. abit of resemblance there. lol.. and Lynette cos she's a fighter, she is always so strong and i love her alot cos she has my ideal kids combination arrangement lol.. 3 sons (2 of 'em are twins) and the youngest is the daughter. I've always dreamed of having 3 sons then the daughter being the youngest. So when i first saw the show 5 years ago, i was like.. the producers copied me! hahaha. And that was one of the reasons that got me hooked on the show. And edie. She's a Wh*** in the show. but to ensure that she gets what she gets, she'll do anything in the world to make sure she gets it. I cried when edie died. I really liked her cos she's so funny. All the cat fights she had wt all the other girls.. and she has such a dramatic life... aiks...Bree.. somehow she's my least favourite, cos she's a little toooooo extreeeemme and crazy. she is always sooo organised.. i do somehow said a little prayer of me being like her. hehe.. and she's the one i think bout the most when i try to de-clutter my tsunami room and house when i was back in adelaide. Katherine.. i dont really pay attention on her except for the case that she was involved long ago.. which i dont really remember.

After i finished the finale tonite, i had the rush to watch the whole series all over again. In fact, i love the show, cos its one of the eng series that bee n i actually follow together. and she having more of the chinese elements, dont really watch many of the eng series, and i had nobody to share the gossips n talks of the show wt. thank god wenhui watches it too hehehe.

sex n the city vs. desperate housewives. i love both of them. its different. it somehow got me thinking, when i'm older, i'll be like aunt mable. the story: when we go out coffee or hang out wt aunt mable, s'times outta nowhere she will tell us that she needs to rush home or she'll call her lovely husband, bill or damien her nephew, our friend.. to tape the show for her.. as the tv shows the 'bold and beautiful' every weekday afternoon. Then she'll start telling us thats the show she used to watch when she was younger... hm... that probably gonna be me in like 10-20 years time... asking my kid to tape 'desperate housewives' or sex n the city.. hm.. NO, cos i have the dvds.. and tape recorders will not even exist anymore.

I'm happy the show has taken away my monday blues.. or can i actually call it 'weekend blues'. I love n hate weekends. Love it cos i finally get to rest. hate it cos its too short.. and weekends are boring for me here cos i dont get to do what i love to do. oh well.

Ok.. according to wikipedia, there will be Desperate Housewives season 6. And this is what i just found, and i'm thrilled. hehehe

ABC confirmed a sixth season on 24th April 2009. The first episode of the season will air Sunday, September 27th at 9pm. ABC released the season's general synopses at their 2009-2010 television season press conference on May 19:

"Susan (Teri Hatcher) and Mike (James Denton) are brought together by their worst fears; Lynette's (Felicity Huffman) unexpected pregnancy tests her family; as Bree's (Marcia Cross) marriage dissolves, she finds herself in the arms of another man; Gabrielle (Eva Longoria Parker) is in for a surprise when she and Carlos (Ricardo Antonio Chavira) welcome their niece, Ana (Maiara Walsh), into their home; and Katherine (Dana Delany) struggles over the thought of losing Mike"....

I hope they wont change what i just read and posted here.. cos i sooo love Susan and Mike being together!! Oh, did i mention earlier, Lynette is pregnant wt twins.. again! I dont like Ana even she's pretty.. but she gives me the creep. just like lynette's step daughter from the last season.

Ok.. i miss wisteria lane.. already.. not that i've been there.. u know.. haha..